{"id":699,"date":"2021-01-26T10:56:19","date_gmt":"2021-01-26T15:56:19","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/happybunnytales.com\/?p=699"},"modified":"2021-01-26T11:19:53","modified_gmt":"2021-01-26T16:19:53","slug":"my-rock-slowly-pounding-away-at-my-anxiety","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/happybunnytales.com\/index.php\/2021\/01\/26\/my-rock-slowly-pounding-away-at-my-anxiety\/","title":{"rendered":"My Rock Slowly Pounding Away at My Anxiety"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<p>Today I am very anxious, but with good reason. No thanks to COVID-19 we are living in a time of fear and uncertainty.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Yesterday while dealing with trying to obtain appointments for the 2nd dose of the vaccine for our high-risk seniors I ran into issues out of my control. Even though I knew it wasn&#8217;t my fault I still felt like it was my failure and I began to sob uncontrollably.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Always there, of course, was my rock, my husband who instead of getting annoyed at me for having a meltdown came to me to support me in the best way he could at the time which meant being there and telling me it would all be alright.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>And so we went for a walk so I could clear my head, as the day progressed I was able to obtain one of the coveted appointments, today I hope to resolve the other appointment so I can put this quest to bed.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Today my anxiety is driven by the need to get both high-risk seniors in our home fully vaccinated, I need to know that they are both protected. I hope to finally resolve this once and for all so we can all sleep better at night.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>My biggest takeaway from this is no matter how stressful a situation will be my husband will always be there to support me when I need him and to watch over me when the quest is really going sideways.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><sub><strong>Featured picture credit<\/strong>: <a href=\"https:\/\/www.deviantart.com\/qinni\" data-type=\"URL\" data-id=\"https:\/\/www.deviantart.com\/qinni\">https:\/\/www.deviantart.com\/qinni<\/a> An amazing artist who is unfortunately no longer with us.<\/sub><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Today I am very anxious, but with good reason. No thanks to COVID-19 we are living in a time of fear and uncertainty. Yesterday while dealing with trying to obtain appointments for the 2nd dose of the vaccine for our high-risk seniors I ran into issues out of my control. Even though I knew it [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":703,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[128],"tags":[192,193,194,23,169,3,24,4,10,26,11,27,12,28,13,29,14,30,15,31,16,33,18,19,20,22],"class_list":["post-699","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-sadness","tag-quest","tag-call-to-adventure","tag-heros-journal-2","tag-self-care","tag-bucketlist","tag-happiness","tag-happy-place","tag-happy","tag-love","tag-sadness","tag-positive","tag-spiritual","tag-positivity","tag-personal-demon","tag-motivation","tag-blessings","tag-life","tag-appreciation","tag-self-love","tag-patience","tag-positive-thinking","tag-friends","tag-depression","tag-anxiety","tag-positive-thoughts","tag-mental-health"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/happybunnytales.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/699","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/happybunnytales.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/happybunnytales.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/happybunnytales.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/happybunnytales.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=699"}],"version-history":[{"count":5,"href":"https:\/\/happybunnytales.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/699\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":706,"href":"https:\/\/happybunnytales.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/699\/revisions\/706"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/happybunnytales.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/703"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/happybunnytales.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=699"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/happybunnytales.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=699"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/happybunnytales.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=699"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}