Mental Health

The Quest to Fix My Sword Arm Continues

In my quest for healing, I had envisioned that by now, my arms would have shown marked improvement. It’s been a relentless battle since the onset of my tennis elbow struggles in 2020. Despite enduring numerous rounds of steroid shots, unwavering commitment to physical therapy, anti-inflammatory treatments, and months of abstaining from taxing activities, I find myself in a place eerily reminiscent of where I stood years ago.

I’ve delved into every conceivable avenue, even making the difficult decision to set aside months of beloved hobbies like video games and art. The intention was to ease the burden on my arms, which I did with unwavering determination. I embraced relaxation and sought rest to provide respite for my ailing elbows. At one juncture, I turned to compression bands, only to realize that they, too, exacerbated my condition, leading to a loss of strength.

The prospect of surgery looms on the horizon, but its inherent risks give me pause. My conviction rests in an alternative path – the strengthening of my muscles. My recent focus has been on dedicated exercises over the past weeks, and there’s a glimmer of hope as I finally detect subtle improvements in my pain levels.

The inner nerd within me longs to delve into the art of lightsaber techniques. The prospect excites me, but I understand that venturing into this new realm requires a measured approach. To undertake such an endeavor, I acknowledge the need to bolster and extend my muscle capabilities, ensuring that I am adequately prepared before engaging in any physically demanding activities.

Encouragement to Fellow Warriors:

To those who might be walking a similar path, remember that healing is not always linear. It’s easy to be disheartened by setbacks, but each small step forward is a testament to your resilience. Celebrate these moments, no matter how modest they seem, as they signify progress.

Embrace patience as your steadfast companion. It might feel like you’re not making headway, but the intricate healing process takes time. Be open to exploring different approaches, and never underestimate the power of your body’s ability to mend itself.

While the journey may be arduous, it’s important to keep your passions alive. Just as I hold onto my aspiration of mastering lightsaber techniques, let your dreams be your beacon. As you gradually regain strength, you’ll inch closer to realizing your goals. And when you do, the triumph will be even sweeter, for it will be a testament to your unyielding spirit.

Remember, you are not alone on this path. Seek support from professionals, friends, and loved ones who can provide encouragement and guidance. Stay committed, stay hopeful, and keep moving forward. Your story of perseverance is one that inspires us all.