Sometimes I wonder if I should just close down this blog, I am writing in my journal every day, still focusing each day on the things that make me happy but this blog is starting to feel more like a chore than a source of joy.

It’s not that I don’t have things to talk about but I don’t always feel like taking the time to blog about it, maybe all I need to do is to schedule my posts out so I don’t have to blog every single day. Maybe all I need is to set some rules and try to stick to them like I did that first year.

I know I keep saying I’ll do better and all I can do is to continue trying.