What can I say about today, I had a sad and my hubby made it better.
I was a bit disappointed about my backup happy Christmas tree, I had a bad feeling that they were not being produced like they did a few years ago and it turns out that I was right, the snow flocking on it was not even half of what my current tree is.
So with the knowledge that my current tree is unique and I will never be able to replace it, I returned the other one. That mixed with a few other things that now seem frivolous and silly I was a little down today and as always my hubby made it all better because he understands me so well.
It all started after we returned the artificial tree and went to buy our real tree for this year, the trees at HomeDepot were almost double the cost of the trees from last year and that was when the disappointments broke a damn and I almost cried. My husband took charge and made everything better.
This man always makes me feel so special and so loved. At the end of the day, we ended up finding ways to support each other and to prop each other up so I started the day feeling a bit down and I ended the day feeling happy. Especially happy because we are helping each other creatively.
I am so grateful to have him in my life, every day he always shows me how much he loves me whether it’s big gestures or tiny ones. All of those gestures make me feel so special. I always feel like I can never get enough of my hubby, I know it sounds really corny but it’s the truth.
I don’t know who told me this a very long time ago but someone once told me that you know you’re really in love when you can’t remember your life before that person, and this is still true today. It’s not that I was not alive before my hubby but it felt like after I met him I was finally complete and awake for the first time in my life as if my entire led up to that moment. It’s as if my heart was in hibernation and only woke for him.
We have our routine, we have our inside jokes, we make each other laugh, and even if we are doing our own thing we still do it in each other’s company. I even miss him if we are in separate rooms in the same house. He is my life and I am his always and forever.